Tuesday, September 11, 2018

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"Help me, it's like the walls are caving in Sometimes I feel like giving up No medicine is strong enough Someone help me I'm crawling in my skin Sometimes I feel like giving up But I just can't It isn't in my blood" . Sometimes you have to fall before you could appreciate the view from the top. But this slow descending is torture, sometimes. Falling wasn't ever the problem, really. The falling is always followed by the standing up, the better days. But it does require a lot of hurting. And I'm hurting. Bad. Everyone tells you that falling is part of living but nobody tells you that falling is also part of dying a little bit. You lose parts of yourself everytime you fall, when you hit the ground you give up on pieces of you, of your soul, of you being you. And you rise again. Changed. Sometimes, falling would be so much easier if you had a safety net waiting for you at the very bottom, to pick you up. To avoid the damage. . All this to say that my anxiety today is leaving me breathless. The last time I've had all these panic attacks was at the hospital, the night after surgery. So all I'm doing is reading and taking some time off to chill and, hopefully, come back later with a clear mind. . What are you doing today? Are you having a good start of the week??


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